Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Ups and Downs…and Ups, Hopefully


Wednesday, February 01, 2012
(pardon the back-posting)

I was really frustrated today when I tried to return to the residencia after lunch.  The outside door to the building was locked; it never has been before.  The guard from the hospital had to let me in, but the hospital staff couldn’t find him and then he didn’t understand why I wanted to be let into my apartment, then he couldn’t find his keys, then the keys he found didn’t work.  I was frustrated because the door had never been locked before and each room within the building has a lock on the door, so there is no security threat.  I didn’t have a key for the outside door, so I could not get into my room when I would like to.  I just don’t understand the reasoning behind all of it, because I don’t fully understand what people are saying all the time.  So I was frustrated…because I want to understand everything people are saying, but if they don’t speak clear enough or loud enough I don’t understand well.  I don’t mean to blame them for not speaking to me slow enough…the only thing to blame is my lack of patience.  I’ve only been here two weeks, this speaking-like-a-native will take time.

Next time I get frustrated like this, I’m going to remind myself of the few times Spanish-speakers have told me that my Spanish is good…and that the American doctor who lived here for 15 years told me he still messes up sometimes.  I highly doubt that, but I appreciate his compassion and sympathy for my frustration.  His advice: be relentless, ask questions when you don’t understand.  Ok.  *deep breath*  Tomorrow’s a new day…

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